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Take My Past & Take My Sins, Like an Empty Sail Takes the Wind

Take My Past & Take My Sins, Like an Empty Sail Takes the Wind

A fbuttonew hours ago, my mom’s friends were over and our house was so crowded that I had to dine in a separate table along with three other family members, where our official dining table can hold up to twelve people. Anyway, it was an experience worth sharing…

Firstly, grownups can be really loud, like I mean, really, really loud. It’s so funny to actually observe this in first person when there is a known fact that my mom and I often get into conflicts due to me listening music so loudly, which is not true at all… Imagine twelve people, both women and men, gathered around a table, half drunk and completely too full from the meal, talking excessively loud over politics, teenage behaviours and how hard life is.

Secondly, I just love to be around drunk grown ups. It’s my utter pleasure, really, maybe because it makes me feel like the responsible grownup in the room. Grownups are all so reasonable and strict in my mind, whenever I think of them, their responsibilities and life struggles often scares me in a fascinating way. It’s so interesting to come to think of how they manage to support a life for themselves and for their families. Yet, you see them screaming wrong lyrics, getting up and doing silly moves, laughing breathlessly over a meaningless matter; and it’s all very natural, very pure.

 

I used to think that I would be a complete different person than how my mom is/was when I was younger, and it’s actually an observable fact that I’m becoming more and more like her in every aspect of physicality and mentality. I guess it’s a metamorphosis that I share with a lot of people out there, yet it’s quite funny when you’re the one who’s experiencing it.

 

Lastly, this top grabbed my attention way too much than it should, it’s so different and stylish from the pieces that I own; and even though it’s a bit difficult to style it with other pieces, it’s just something that I had to have in my wardrobe. Paired it with this beautiful wrapped skirt and kept the main colours stable with the heels. Hope you like this outfit as much as I do.

 

Have a great start of the week!

turkish -buttonBirkaç saat önce annemin arkadaşlarını evimizde ağırladık ve evimiz o kadar kalabalıktı ki, normalde on iki kişi kapasitelik yemek masasında değil, üç aile üyesiyle birlikte farklı bir masada oturmak zorunda kaldım. Neyse, kesinlikle bahsedilmesi gereken bir deneyimdi…

Öncelikle, büyükler gerçekten çok gürültücü olabiliyor. Böyle bir durumu gözlemlemek oldukça komik bana sorarsanız, çünkü her gün annemle ne kadar yüksek sesle müzik dinlediğim üzerine bitmek bilmez tartışmalara gireriz, ki kesinlikle annem haksız… On iki yetişkin düşünün; bir masa etrafına kurulmuş, yarı sarhoş ve çokça tok, hararetli bir biçimde politika, günümüz gençleri ve hayat zorluklarıyla ilgili konuşan. 

İkinci olarak, sarhoş yetişkinlerin etrafında olmaya bayılıyorum. Gerçekten en büyük zevkim, belki de bunun sebebi odadaki sorumluluk sahibi büyük gibi hissetmemdir. Büyükleri her zaman oldukça sağlam ve aklı başında gören ben, onların sorumlulukları ve hayatla mücadelelerine de şaşkınlık ve korku arasında bir tavırla seyrediyorum. Gerçekten hem kendilerine bir hayat kurup hem de aile kurarak onları da çekip çevirmeleri olağanüstü. Yine de, onları tamamen yanlış şarkı sözleri bağırırken, kalkıp ayık olan her aklı başında insan için utanç verici sayılabilecek dans hareketleri yaparken, saçma bir cümleden sonra nefes alamamaksızın gülerken görüyorsunuz, ve bu oldukça doğal, çok saf.

 

Küçükken, hep annemin olduğu kişiden farklı biri olmak isterdim, ve şu an gözlemlenebilecek durum ise her geçen gün hem fiziksel hem de zihinsel olarak anneme daha da çok benziyor olmam. Sanırım bu bir sürü insanla paylaştığım bir değiştiğim olsa da, kendi başına böyle bir şeyi yaşıyor olmak oldukça komik.

 

Son olarak, bu üst dikkatimi çekmesi gerekenden çok daha fazla çekti, sahip olduğum parçalardan son derece farklı; her ne kadar başka parçalarla kombinlemek biraz zor olsa da, sahip olmak zorunda olduğum bir parçaydı gerçekten. Bu üstü, son zamanlardaki favori eteğimle ve bu iki parçayı dengeleyen renklerdeki topuklularla kombinledim. Umarım siz de beğenirsiniz.

 

Harika bir hafta geçirin!

DEER STATEMENT NECKLACE, SHEINSIDE (CLICK)
DARK NAVY TURTLENECK SWEATER, MODAGRAM (CLICK)
WRAPPED GRAY SKIRT, BERSHKA
COLOUR BLOCK HEELS, THRIFTED
Eda G
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  • Great post. Thanks for sharing and Happy Monday!

    Eye See Euphoria : http://eyeseeeuphoria.com/post/paparazzi-saturdays-9

    • Thank you back! Have a great week :)

  • Anon -5

    Your blog looks way better than it was on wordpress, love the original layouts! Also, great outit as always x

    • Oh thank you so much for this Anon; I still need to figure out some coding and stuff, but I’m happy to hear you’re already enjoying the new blog! :)

  • Wow I absolutely love that top!

    Made in Mauve

    • So happy to read this!

  • Very sultry and endearing!

    I can definitely relate to you on starting to become more and more like your mother. I feel all twenty-something year olds go through this and it’s great to have others to relate to as well.

    Love your post!

    XoXoKMarie.com

    • Oh thank you so much Kiara!
      I know right?! I respect and love her a great deal, but at the end of the day she’s my mother, so it feels a bit weird that I feel like I’m becoming like her, but it’s also a great feeling if I can be anywhere near to the person she is.

  • Shauna C

    I want this sweater! So chic -xo

    Shauna

    http://www.lipglossandlace.net

    • It’d look great on you xx

  • Hahaha YES, I love seeing my grown up relatives drunk, too! Just like you said, it makes me feel like the only responsible adult in the room ;) That and my mom is adorable when she has too much wine. She gives you a thousand hugs and kisses and announces you’re her favorite kid, haha! Also, I NEED that sweater dress thing! I can see it layered *over* a dress, making an interesting layer. It’s definitely going on my christmas list ;)

    xo marlen
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    • Hahaha that just sounds hilarious, my mom keeps giving these weird smiles all the time when she has too much to drink, and laughs unconsciously, but yes, they’re all really adorable when that happens. :)
      I’m so happy to read that you like the sweater, the site I purchased only delivers to Turkey but I’ll check for something similar! :)

  • Valentina Fantini

    I really like this look! you are very beautiful!

    would you like to follow each other?

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    • Hey Valentine, thanks for this comment!
      I’ve just checked your blog & why not :)

  • I’m totally in love with this outfit

    kisses

    Francesca http://everydaycoffee23.blogspot.it

    • Oh I’m so glad that you liked this Francesca! xx

  • I love your sweater, it’s so different
    xo
    http://www.laurajaneatelier.com

    • I’m so glad that you did Laura Jane!

  • woohoo so cool!

    xx
    graciellashiaryn.blogspot.com

    • Thanks a lot girl!